Thursday, March 27, 2008

I'm Back!!!

After a prolonged hour waiting for the bus in the hot sun by the roadside, and practically ‘hanging’ from the only piece of metal I could safely grab unto before a bulky woman decided to smother me with her weight, almost suffocating in a crowded bus…..I still returned home with a smile. The reasons? There were plenty. I finished my exams yesterday, chit-chatted effortlessly with some of my closest pals doing full justice to what I call ‘talking’ (for the past few months it has been just a quiver of a nervous smile and a hopeful ‘All the Best’)…..and I suddenly realized I was free to blog again.

The past few days for me have been filled with drudgery and the monotony of continuous hours of studying. I was left with nothing to write about, to be honest, except perhaps a long list of exam dates, portions and countless unsystematic time-tables that no one would be interested in. The only ‘writing’ I did was in one prep exam after another, until I lost count. Creativity was buried in the sea of formulae, a list of doubts, confused muddle of diagrams and memorized words from Shivaraudrappa’s Bhimaaalapa. In my free time, I confess I tried my hand at writing something like a story, but my tensed up brain spun some meaningless sentences without a tail. Finally, I declined and decided to give it up as a bad job and settled to staring out of the window for comfort from the mundane hours of studying.

February is the time of the year to listen to a million advises, you know, when your relatives suddenly remember your existence. Many people share those great words of wisdom that I’m supposed to respect. Ask any relative and they give you grave hints for the perilous future ahead (‘the turning point in life’ ‘You are at the crucial phase’ ‘These fifteen days can change your life’ ‘Look at the previous year question papers, they are the key to tackling tough papers…’ ). Well, thank goodness that is over. I would like to put the exams behind me now, with the satisfaction that I have given it my best, and fill the next few blogs with pure holiday fun before it is time to worry for my CET. But the fact remains that I’m definitely back to blogging, folks! It’s time to sleep in, to relax on a bean bag with my favorite novels, and clean my room which has started resembling an unkempt garage these days….and blog also, because it’s so much fun!!!

9 comments:

Praveen G K said...

Hi,

Good to see you back!! Hopefully more posts in the future :-) I was wondering about your exams, because I remember many many years ago, I too had gone through the same trauma, with sleepless bouts of nervousness and anxiety!!1 Whew!! Thank God, it's over!!! :-)

Lakshmi Bharadwaj said...

I know!!! It's wonderful that my exmas are over!! Ah...even remembering exam days is so boring. Actually, I did not sleep at all before my chem exams!! It was my first one and I was nervous. Then, I discovered that the boards are not as scary as they seem to be!

Kadalabal said...

welcome back glad you had a wonderful and straineious time and it is over except for one more CAT called CET so when you have read so much that all should not be a problem. my best wishes to you for all the aspirations may god bless u to achieve your dreams. but never think there are only one or two ways there are many ways and if one is closed the other will open go ahead enjoy and blog and blog and I wish to read some very good posts from you what your pen could not do do it with keyboard all the best once again
pranesh

Raja Basu said...

You already seem to be a matured blogger, at this tender age of 17. I liked your ability of presenting simple things in an interesting manner, which is the sign of a good writer.

Regards

Raja

Abraham Tharakan said...

Welcome back Lakshmi.

Lakshmi Bharadwaj said...

Thanks all! Hopefully will be blogging more frequnetly!! And nice to see a new blogger Mr. Basu here too! Gee, many changes have happened to blogpark since I left.

narendra shenoy said...

Welcome back and high five for doing well.

kallu said...

Welcome back Lakshmi to blogging. You've put it so well- sometimes other things can take over there is nothing else to blog or think about.
You have a great fan club :-)

Lakshmi Bharadwaj said...

Thanks!!
Mr. Shenoy: Hope for another high five for CET...I have to depend heavily on luck!!
K: Thanks, that was adbolutely flattering!! :)